Undecidable
Hey! You know~ today~ just like 10mins ago, I kinda threw a small tantrum at my mum because while I was chatting with her, she suddenly bring up the topic about my "soon to have poly life" and then also said about if I study design I will somehow regret and in the near future unable to find a decent job. So as most adults will say, study engineering is the best!T^T
And now, I'm like in the " down to the pits" kinda mood. Emo. Sad. LSE(low self-esteem).
Yes! It is bad! And I'm going to talk about what type of LSE thinking I'm having ...
1) I thought to myself... Am
I really REALLY good at art? I mean drawing ?
2) I might be not as creative . Just an average creativity :(
3) I might be really going no where in the near future
4) I hate myself
5) I might be OVERESTIMATING myself
6) If I really study other course my parents prefer, will I excel.
7) if I don't excel and I fail I'll like REGRET for my entire life
8) what if all the things mum said really comes true?
9) what am I going to do when I start to find out that I'm on the wrong path
10) just kill me ~ [ just add this in so it'll become 10 =D ]
Okay~ some thoughts are just exaggerating :/ haha!
Sorry~
But there's thing one thing I'm SUPER sure about . That is to study for this bloody freaking "0"level and get into a freaking course in poly - nevermind JC because I'm not born to be a JC student :)
Sorry for the rant . Have a nice day!
Nice rest and tmr it's MONDAY!
Someone create a Monday song lah~ =D